Inception - Buy the Airline [we_are_para

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Cafe Terrace at Night - Van Gogh

★ 227 °· It's that time of the year again...

19 October 1986 - 19 October 2010
and hopefully many many many years to come

It's been 24 years...

I wish I could say that it's been such a long and slow time.
But, no. It hasn't been like that.
Time flies, just past my ears, even as I type this.

I wish I could say that I've used this 24 years wisely.
But, no. It hasn't been like that.
I haven't done anything useful for myself, and mostly wasted these long years.

One thing for sure, though.
I can say that I've had the most fortunate life.
So many precious people around me.
So many beautiful memories.
So many dreams that I have yet to achieve.

Whether my future is long and vast before me or short and narrow I can't tell.
For it's not my place to decide how long the time that I have ahead of me.
But I know...
I know that I would do my best to be a good human, a good daughter, a good sister, a good friend, no matter how long I have.

May Allah bless me and bestow me with gratefulness of His gifts.
May Allah always reminds me of who I am and what I live for.
May Allah includes me among people who belief, people who are grateful, and people who are blessed.

Happy birthday, me...
Inception - Buy the Airline [we_are_para

★ 226 °· Apparently...

...I have a thing for defenders :9

Daniel Agger of Liverpool FC and Denmark national team

Gerard Piqué of FC Barcelona and Spain national team


Fernando Torres is not a defender, but I still have a thing for him because I would always have a thing for pretty mancandy. And he is one hell of a mancandy. Mmmm...freckles... >:D

Uh...I watch football for the game, I swear 0:3
Cafe Terrace at Night - Van Gogh

★ 223 °· Meme

In memory of family and friends who have lost the battle with cancer; and in support of the ones who continue to conquer it! Post this on your LJ if you know someone who has or had cancer. 93% won't copy and paste this. Will you?

H. Achmad Hudan Dardiri
April 7, 1924 - June 26, 2007
Grandfather, teacher, best friend

An Unsent Letter

It's still fresh in my memory
As if it just happened yesterday
That morning when a call woke me up
He's gone, she said. Please come back home.

I looked outside the plane's window
The sea was vast and blue below me
But I saw nothing but you
And the memories we shared.

Someday we'll go together
We'll take a journey, just you and me
And I'll show you things that I've seen
You promised me long time ago.

A tear rolled down, and then another
I bit my lip to stop myself from sobbing
I couldn't disturb the other passengers
For grief should only be shared with those who understand.

I remember when you lost your other half
A person that was, and still is, dear to me too
Don't cry, don't grief, you said
She has gone to a much better place.

My last sight of you is still clearly painted behind my lids
When you were alive, that is, but barely
I gritted my teeth to stop my tears
As I uttered my good bye (and you smiled to me).

The taxi pulled into stop
I could see people outside the house, so many of them
Black clothes, shadowed faces, tearful eyes
Did you know that you were so loved?

You looked like you were just sleeping
Laid down and wrapped in white
So peaceful
So cold, as I pressed my lips to your cheek.

Good bye, I whispered
And thank you, thank you, thank you
For almost 21 years of wonderful memories
Will God let me see you again, when the world ends?

One day I had a dream
You came home to us again
Will you stay this time? I asked
No, you answered. I have to go back to where I belong now.
(My pillow was wet when I woke up)

Two years, five months, and twenty-one days later
I want to see you
I want to tell you things that I've seen
But I can only wait and pray.

Today, I still miss you
And I will always do, until the day I meet you again
But for now I just want to say
I love you...

Yogyakarta, 2009.12.17

Inception - Buy the Airline [we_are_para

★ 222 °· New layout?

skadihelias || skadihelias || skadihelias


New year, new layout, new scrapbook and ignoring the fact that I failed last year's scrapbook (not finished yet), new default icon, yadda yadda yadda.

My unhealthy obsession with pink and rainbows lately is...unhealthy.

So, dear flist? Have you made your resolutions for this year :D? And how did you spend your New Year's eve? Doing fun things, I hope.

Oh, and on another note, anyone of you following Gakuen Alice manga by Tachibana Higuchi? If yes, I wonder if you know where I can find the scans for the pretty colored inserts and posters of the manga. I tried to Google but it mostly gave me pictures from the anime, which were...not that pretty.

ETA: New scrapbook finished! ;DDD