I just took a shower. A long cold shower for 30 minutes. At two fucking thirty in a freaking morning.

IDK. Just need to cool my head I think.

And no, it has nothing to do with 'reasons why people take long cold showers' like you can mostly find in slash fanfics.

Things had been a bit quiet lately.

freedomthisway doesn't have a personal internet connection anymore. I can't do random keysmashing and flailing with her over Yahoo!Messenger at midnights or ass-o'clock in the mornings anymore. Although I can still meet her in RL at least once every two days, I'm still feeling a little bit lonely... The worst part is, she's graduating this August, and will go back to her hometown in Sumatra, while I'll have to take another semester to make up for my horrible procrastinating in the last two (or three?) semesters. Honestly...I don't even want to think about it ._.

Random thoughts :

People, how do you write fanfics so magnificently? I'm envious, seriously...