skadihelias

I know you've probably seen this pic a thousand times in your f-list, but do I look like I care? Nah.



HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, KIBUMMIE~

Keep the pretty smile (and the Donghae), bb :D

Oh, and for all Moslems in my f-list,

Happy Ramadhan~
May this blessed month bring us lots of good things and may Allah accept our deeds.
Be strong in your fasting and don't forget to take a good care of yourself ♥

THIS

It's just... I don't even know anymore. I'm too tired for this and I don't want this bad news to ruin my happiness of coming back home to my family (even though it's kind of too late, I'm already feeling upset).

I've read the news. I've read the comments. I tried so hard to ignore all of these speculations, even my own, because I wanted to trust him. I don't know what to think anymore, seriously. I don't know whether I want to think that it's a real injury, or if I want to think that it's just yet another fake excuse.

This is yet another time when I wish I haven't got into fandom. I hate to be upset because of someone I have no business with. I need to get a life.

I felt that I should make an obligatory last post using my old computer, because I'm buying a new one within the next week. Maybe you'd think I'm being ridiculous here. But this computer has been with me for the last (almost) five years, and no matter how much I complained about it, it actually has only broken down (to the point that I have to bring it to the professionals to sort it out) once, which was four days ago (in which the motherboard crashed and died). Mine is the toughest computer in my entire history of computers, really XD This computer is the first computer that is actually my own, only mine (my computers before had always been shared between the occupants of my house), so I feel kind of sad that I'll stop using it in a mere few days.

Me, getting overly sentimental over an old computer. freedomthisway would be twitching on the floor, laughing, if she's with me at this time.

Okay, so the rest of this post will be done in bulletpoints. Because I'm scatter-brained like that.

☆ Today, 30 April 2009, is the 20th birthday of our dear Jang Wooyoung of 2PM!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU CHEEKY, FAIL-Y AND TOTALLY RIDICULOUS BABY!!! ILUSM ♥♥♥♥♥ Be awesome(ly gay) and fail as always, please~ :3

☆ Well, hello there, hotness~ Finally we see him again after such a long time. And looking better than ever too (except compared to Don't Don era because I'm biased like that XD). Sadly, this is just a CF. Oh well, better to see him a little than not seeing him at all :3 Also, I don't have anything to say about those pants (-_-) Although I rather like the ponytail :9

skadihelias (8:27:10 AM): he looks good in long hair
vv_lover (8:27:15 AM): ...
skadihelias (8:27:16 AM): like, a totally different image
skadihelias (8:27:20 AM): but good, i think
vv_lover (8:27:21 AM): meh.
skadihelias (8:27:25 AM): XDDDDDDDDD
vv_lover (8:27:27 AM): You're biased.
skadihelias (8:27:32 AM): indeed
skadihelias (8:27:40 AM): but i don't really like donghae in long hair
skadihelias (8:27:48 AM): so i doubt it's that much of a bias
vv_lover (8:27:48 AM): ... Indeed.

Also, deciding not to take any part on the fandom drama involving Kibum. I'm ignoring those who criticize him, and also ignoring those who defend him. If he wants to appear, he'll appear and I'll flail over it. If he doesn't, then so be it. I will no longer sweating over and using my precious braincells over matters like this. I'm trying to regain my previous attitude and opinion over fandom.

☆ About a week ago, I went to a supermarket. There was this small pet corner in it. And I spent a few minutes standing in front of the glass cages, mentally squealing about OMG THOSE HAMSTERS ARE VERY CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTE!!!!! They're seriously tiny, curling up together on the corners of the cage. There was this particularly lively one who kept running here and there hyperactively. I want to graduate soon. And if I happen to work in another town and have to live by myself (again), I'm totally getting a pet hamster. Maybe taking care of animals will take that mean, uncaring part of me? Also, curing my slight phobia over practically all animals XD

To close this post. Have a picture. Oh baby, you're such a slut :3



PS: Help?

♡ THE MOTHERFUCKING KIM KIBUM APPRECIATION POST. ♡
HATERS TO THE LEFT.



Fangirling over the MV and album later. The important thing comes first.

Today is a fucking good day!!!

♥♥♥ TEH SUPER SHOW DVD ARRIVED THIS MORNIIIIIIINNNNGGGGGG!!!! ♥♥♥

And from Super Show in Shanghaei...

♥♥♥ TEH KIHAE LIVES, PEOPLE!!!!!! ♥♥♥

Oh, speaking about the HAEppy things in life ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ *DIES OF HAEPPINESS*

I actually want to write more, but OMFG HAEPPINESS-INDUCED INCOHERENCY!!!! I made a lot of typos that I edited just before posting. The keyboard and I are not exactly chummies whenever I'm being too excited over something.

At least I'm able to copy-paste dragon cave codes. Please click!!!

     

So, two of my three dragon hatchlings died ;___;

Then I took FOUR more eggs, MWAHAHAHA >D!! I know...I know... I never learned D: But it's so fun! In a non-describable way? :3



Please click on them? *gives you the saddest fake puppy eyes ever*

Anyway, to the main topic.

I was so KiHae-deprived (yes, I know, old topic D:) I browsed through my old SuJu files and re-watched the whole Mystery6 and Full House. The KiHae was plentiful there and ASFJHDJFHSJHFKLSAD;HFKLDSAHF Kibum is so wonderful.

I really love Kibum in Full House. He laughed a lot. He joked a lot with the other members (well, mostly with Heechul). He was almost as dorky as the rest of them (except Heechul, because no one can be compared to Heechul, especially not Kibum). I just want to see Kibum like that again ;___;

And half of Mystery6 is made for KiHae fangirls >:D As much as I am scared of hate mystery programs, I will watch it repeatedly as long as KiHae is there.

I mean... KIBUM HELD HAE'S HAND WHEN HAE WAS SICK! KIBUM WAS ANGRY AT THE OTHER MEMBERS FOR TALKING ABOUT GHOSTS IN FRONT OF HAE! AND KIBUM TOLD STORIES ABOUT HOW HAE WAS ALWAYS PRESSED DOWN BY SOMETHING EVERYTIME HE SLEPT NEXT TO KIBUM which I suspect was Kibum's doing in the first place XDDDD SO HAE DIDN'T WANT TO LIVE WITH KIBUM ANYMORE because Hae hates skinship, yanno~~!!! Oh, be still my poor fangirl heart *___*

It's not helping that most of that program basically made of Hae sweating and writhing on the bed (yes, this sentence deserves bolded words) *DIES A THOUSAND TIMES*

Oh, how I used to love my canon 8D~~~

Where's my canon KiHae pron, SM?! D:<

BTW, I've been playing Kim Jong Kook's Sarang Surowo on repeat since yesterday. And I couldn't get the image of Kibum (and Heechul and that other dude) dorkily dancing to that song, out of my head. It's such an addictive song XDDD

I'm making this post from my friend's hot spot cafe. The connection is not really good (yet), but I love the place. I'm currently sitting at the second floor, in which the interior design is not that special. I totally love the first floor's setting tho. The concept of the place is dojo (you know, martial art Japanese training room). There are these booths with wooden floor and fusuma(paper and wood door?)-like separators. Totally lovely :3

Anyway, I had a chat with conflate on Yahoo! yesterday. We were talking about Hae (obviously, we are biased like that) and KiHae (again, our first and foremost SuJu OTP)and Kibum.

Now, I'm quite aware that there is an unpleasant spread of Kibum hate in the fandom lately. I'm aware, but that doesn't mean I have to care about it, right? But as you can see, it's getting worse lately, to the point of ridiculous. Honestly, can't those people leave Kibum alone? It's true that Kibum doesn't have many activities with Super Junior lately (yes, I am unhappy about that too), but that doesn't mean he doesn't do anything for Super Junior. People keeps going on and on about how Kibum doesn't have any talent. Hello? We are talking about Asian boybands here. Most fans of Asian boybands wouldn't even care whether their idols have talents or not. I've seen less talent in an idol, for real.

I was baited to the fandom by Kibum and EHB. And I can still see people flailing and squeeing over him (including me, yes). And I believe there are still many many fans who are going to be baited by that blinding smile. So suck it up, haters. If you can't love, then leave the fandom.

KIBUM IS LOVE!!!

The tragic facts of Rhee's life!!!!

1. She has 444 Donghae pics on her folder.
2. She only has 44 Kibum pics on her folder *GASPS* FIXED! ILUSM phasera X3 !!!
3. She has 118 KiHae pics in her folder. You can download it here on MU.

THIS IS SAD, PEOPLE!!! ALSO, SRS BSNSS!!!!

Gimme Kibum and KiHae picspams, ASAP!!! *spazzes*