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Pay no attention to the title. I'm just weirdly obsessed to Chuck Norris facts lately and can't stop viewing this website over and over again. It provides me with daily random LOLs. And I need those LOLs, damnit.

I called Mom earlier today, and talked to Dad too. The clot that blocks the blood flow to Dad's brain is not on major artery, so the brain still gets plenty of blood from other sources. That's why Dad is feeling like usual, but he's only allowed to lie down for this whole week. He's not allowed to sit up, stand up, or doing any activities at all while he's taking medicines to break that clot. He said he's okay, just really really bored. I'm a little relieved to hear that. IDK if I'm being paranoid, but I still can't relax until he's back and doing his things normally again.

To those who commented and gave me support on my last post. Thank you so much, you guys. ILU SO FUCKING MUCH *glomps forever* ♥♥♥♥♥

On the other note, LOL-ing at this. Nice try, leader-sshi. About a fucking millenium late, maybe, but yeah, better late than never. IDG why people are praising him for it, though. It's his job from the start as the leader of Super Junior. Whatever. Not caring.

Also, THIS!!! That is my current favorite YT video. Kyuhyuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunnnnn ♥♥♥♥♥ And Ryeowook. OMG, he's so precious with his crack dance. It somehow reminds me of movie!Ryeowook XDDD

Mom just called me about 2 hours ago. Apparently Dad got admitted into a hospital. Mom told me that yesterday, after attending a wedding, he felt dizzy and had a headache too. A friend of his suggested that he go to the hospital for a check up. The CT-scan showed that there's some kind of clot slowing the blood flow to his brain, IDK how bad though. It was suggested that he stays in hospital for a while and takes a week off his work.

When mom called earlier, dad spoke to me too. He sounds okay, but I'm still worried. These past months he had been extremely busy. He works at the hospital from 8am to 3am, then he take about an hour of sleep before going to work in his own clinic again until about 9.30pm (oh, he's a dermatologist, BTW). I kept telling him to cut off the amount of his patients in his clinic and get more rest, but he always says that it's okay. IDK about his eating habit but I think it's not that healthy either.

I hope he gets better soon ;_____;

Hi! Posting from home here *waves excitedly*!!!

It's only been the third day since I came home for Idul Fitri, but I already feel so hyper. My house is really crowded lately. My aunt and her family came (4 people total), my late grandma's sisters (2 of them) came too, my brother and all of my cousins who live in the house are home everyday now, since their schools are on holiday break. So it's reeeeaaaaally noisy in the house, like, every single day. There're 20 people currently living in the house now (17 of us, including me, and 3 maids/kitchen helpers).

I spent most of my time at home, playing games on the computer, chasing my younger cousins around, being stupid with my brother (which result in my mother scolds us loudly from the kitchen), helping my aunt making cookies (she sells them on holidays like this), and sleeping XDDD FUN FUN FUN! I love my home X3!!!

Okay, move on another topic XD Speaking of which...

HAVE YOU GUYS SEEN THE PHOTOS OF SHINee WITH ZHOU MI?!?!?! HOMG! HOMG! HOMG! IT'S SO DAMN CUTE!!! ZHOU MI POKES MINHO'S CHEEK! JONGHYUN CLINGING TO ZHOU MI!!! WHY ARE YOU GUYS DOING THIS TO MEEEEEEE?!?!?!

*GRAND flails of DOOM*

And the last one...

My dragons hatched!! *glomps f-list* Thank you so much, lovelies. I love you all!!! X3



Please click on them more so they can grow up m(-_-)m

And a new egg two new eggs (because I'm greedy like that XDD)



Please love this one too :3

In about 7 hours, I'll be leaving for my hometown, Malang, for Idul Fitri holiday. I can't wait to meet my whole family again X3 Usually on the day of Idul Fitri, my family from all over Indonesia (well, they mainly live in Java, anyway) will gather in my (late grandfather's) house for the celebration.

Don't worry, I won't go into hiatus (*snorts* like anyway would worry about that) XD

BTW, these babies still need more clicks :3 *gives you puppy look*

Things to do:

1. Apply for swimming class.
2. Buy a bottle of painting oil and canvases. And maybe a few new brushes.
3. Change LJ layout. It's gonna be KiHae, I swear!!! Or maybe it will be my top three OTP.
4. Re-install Photoshop on laptop so I can make the header for that layout DX
5. Write more of that darn epic SuJu verse. freedomthisway left me far behind T^T
6. Borrow Mom's car again and go out with my friends.
7. Ask Dad if I can spend some money on YesAsia (I really want Super Junior M's ME Repackage).
8. Make new wallpapers (Arashi and Super Junior) for my laptop.
9. Visit my cousin who just gave birth to a baby girl this morning X3
10. Write something for SuJu 100 fics challenge.

Arrived at hometown earlier today.

It feels so good to meet my family again :3

I originally posted this as a reply on peroxidepest17's journal.
And please keep in mind than I don't mean to bash anyone in this post.

I'm relatively new to JE world and I first knew them from local J-culture magazines and peroxidepest17 fanfics. Which puzzled me that when I decided to take a plunge into JE fandom, I fell hard for Arashi, who is never featured in her fics, like, at all. I love Arashi despite their total failure in dancing and singing, compared to other JE boybands (except Ohno, who is really good at dancing and singing, but a total failure in his idol attitude). And I mean no harm by this comment, considering I love Arashi as the silly dorks they are, as much as the other Arashi fans.

I'm quite confused that despite peroxidepest17's total exposure of NewS and awesome fics of them, I don't seem to be able to like NewS wholeheartedly. Koyama (who reminds me of my brother) is still very dear to me, like, in I-really-want-to-marry-this-guy kind of love. And Ryo reminds me of myself (who fails at empathy and kind words). I don't really like Tegoshi, and that's quite confusing, considering how cute and totally loveable he is. This made freedomthisway asked me, "Don't you usually fall for the cutest one?". And I said to her, "This one doesn't work. Don't know why..."

I don't like KAT-TUN (but I like reading peroxidepest17's fics about them, guess I love her fics too much). I probably almost hate them if not for my admiration and amusement toward Koki (who I think is one of the cutest and dearest boys of JE despite his gangsta appearance) and the fact that Ueda in fics is so damn funny and loveable (and constantly bickering with Ryo). This made another friend asked me, "But they're good looking, and smartly-dressed. You LOVE men who are smartly-dressed." And I answered, "Dunno. There's something about them, I don't know what it is, that rubbed me in the wrong way."

How do you explain things like that, actually?

When I first go into Arashi fandom, I was baffled in the size of their fandom itself. I thought, "WTF? These guys are not even THAT good looking! And this is Japan so they're probably can't sing to save their lifes as well." But then I got their whammy and going ga ga over their pictures in five days flat.

That's kind of scary...

And I'd like to revise my opinion toward Taguchi Junnosuke aka Junno of KAT-TUN. At first, I think he reminds me of my brother as well, but that only works if I stared at the still pictures of Junno. My brother can never be as happy, childish, and dorky as Junno. My brother is a calm, caring, and quite well-dressed young man who charm his way to his girlfriend' (and ex-gfs') and their mothers' hearts. But he can be a little bit insensitive and sarcastic sometimes.

( Oh, and a quiz ;) )

I'm a Sexy Osaka Man. LOL XD

I was not surprised when I saw that I haven't been posting for at least 11 weeks. These last two months had been really busy.

In my last post I said that my grandpa was sick and was admitted to a hospital. Grandpa had finally passed away on June 26, 2007, on 4:30 am. It was a very peaceful death, I'm really proud of him. He had a cancer and died only 2 weeks after his admission to the hospital. I took the first flight to Malang that day to attend his funeral. I kept telling myself not to cry, but I couldn't hold it, especially after I saw my family, whose eyes were red and puffy. And then my mom took me to see my granpa's body, I tried so hard to hold my tears, because I couldn't let my grandpa see/hear me cry, for it would hinder him from letting go of this world.

Since that day until now, everytime I see photos of my grandpa, I'll cry until my face is red and all blotchy and my eyes are puffy. I asked my little brother once, "Does me crying over the memory mean that I haven't let go of grandpa?" And he said, "I don't think so. It was a beautiful memory after all. Sometimes we cry when we see something beautiful, aren't we?"

When I was doing KKN at Imogiri, Bantul. I often remembered him. Whenever I saw something unique, or heard something interesting, I often thought, "I should tell grandpa this." or "I should ask grandpa about that." And then I remembered that he had passed away and I can't talk and chat with him again, I once again I was forced to hold my tears. I admit that I've cried quite a lot these last two months. But I know I have to stop, since I don't want to make grandpa sad.

Okay, enough with the sad entry. Let's move onto the next topic.

Now that I've finished with my KKN, I'm back to the old boring university life. But the good part is that I've got a lot of new friends. I had a lot of fun with them. In fact, in just five hours from now, I'll be watching Rush Hour 3 with them. I'm posting from an internet cafe, so I didn't bring their photos with me. Maybe in the next post?

To my friends, I'M BACK!!!!!

I'm in Malang right now. It rather cold here since the rainy season has ended. But I like cold places much more than hot places so I'm absolutely okay with this. Like I thought, being at home is so much better. My aunt and her family from Cilegon came two days ago, and now my (grandparents') house is very crowded. It's really fun! XD XD XD

Too bad most of my friends are still on exam these weeks, so I rarely go out. Except for shopping with my mom or accompanying my cousin (shopping, again). I want to see the movies. The X-Men 3 is playing on theatres now. And I want to see Cars, too.

Today I went through my manga collection on CDs and read a few old yaoi mangas I have. I read Tsuyogari, Kimi no Tonari de Nemuritai, Dekiru Otoko ga Suki Nanda, Bukiyou na Silent, Mizu na Kioku, and much more. And in a oneshot by Matsumoto Temari-sensei called "The Uniform and Me", the main character (uke) looked so much like KKM's Shibuya Yuuri, and the seme's hairstyle looked like Gwendal's, so the smex scene looked like Gwendal X Yuuri XD

I want to see more of Conrad x Yuuri!!!!! *screams in frustration*